"WHERE DO YOU WANT ME?"

Have you ever wondered if you're in the right place? Like are you right where God has planned for you to be? Or if things are suppose to happen the way they do even if its really bad?
Well I have a question for the big guy..."WHERE DO YOU WANT ME????"
I really felt like God wanted me to move in with my real dad in Calgary and finish school. Well My real dad and I are not getting along at all. And its not the small petty fights....its the big ones where Im scared to come home. Why?
Did God want me to move out here where I have no family and no friends and 1000000 miles away from everything I know? Plus Im living with a guy I dont know at all.
I want to come home only because I want my mom to cuddle me and tell me that everything will be ok. But I also want to stay here because I am in an amazing school and in cosmotology! I have two jobs and I like them both. I have made one friend so far and she has really made me feel better about being here.
Im not going to get into detail about me and my pops but I will say that Im scared shitless.
I have been in hard core tears all day and I went into my work today to call my mom (because my dad cancelled my cell) and I ended up being there for 4 and a half hours. I have an amazing manager. We talked for so long then he gave me his number if I need anything! Anyways I got home tonight and dad and his gf acted like nothing happend at all, even tho my face is swollen up like a beach ball and I can barley open my eyes.
Anyways...Im so lost. I dont know what God wants. I keep asking him but I havnt gotten a clear answer yet.
It feels like every decision I have to make I choose the wrong one. But I bet you anything that if I chose the oposite choice than I mad it would turn out bad as well. Is it suppose to be like this?
I need answers or I might ... I dunno................please pray.

Send some love. I need it